the thing about phone in bed is that it's so awesome. almost makes you feel like betraying & destroying yourself for nothing isn't all so bad
me doing I thing Ive been avoiding ecaude I knew it might negatively impact me: is negatively impacted
i tried explaining to this girl at a party once how i could be gay and asexual at the same time and it basically boils down to never being into anyone but like once a year iโll find a man attractive. and she was like โso what am i if i only like girls, and iโve never found any of my boyfriends attractive and and i just wanna do cocaine all the time?โ i was like โyouโre a lesbian with a coke addiction?โ and she was like โwoooooahโ. she broke up with her boyfriend that night and had a threesome with two girls in the bathtub. rebecca if youโre out there, i hope youโre going places. well, not far, since youโre electronically tagged. but spiritually.

I feel so insane about ai. I've had face-to-face conversations with people who use it for therapy, who use it to calculate the safety of pill interactions, who use it for all their emails and grant applications and legal documents and academic papers and finance sheets and for every single question they have about the world, and if you tell them about the ecological costs they just laugh and say "I guess I've used a lot of water." and I've been in multiple gatherings of 10+ people where I'm THE ONLY PERSON who doesn't use chatgpt. it's turning me into a ranting raving pariah, because how don't you people see??? why don't you understand??????? this bullshit didn't exist five years ago, you absolutely do not need it, and it is destroying everything
first withdrawal symptoms after not seeing gf for 3 days
I miss her so much???? Im not used to all these feelings??? aaaaa
two more days ๐๐๐
yeah

