youve failed to live with health--so plain to see youre sickly--your ogre cup is empty--you have had no frothy mirth--your shirt is stained with mudpies--your home begins to tremble--i miss those little glasses--they made your eyes so small--and did i fail to mention--your ogre cup is empty
you smell like plastic lining--you smell like old new car smell--you smell like fridge removal--you smell like lightbulb static--you smell like busted windows--the fumes accrete like vultures--they chart you like a project--your rottenness is sundry--youve had no frothy mirth--your mudpie shirt is scanty--your trembled roof is shoddy--and clearly missing glasses--your eyes are quite a largeness--its really hard to miss--and speaking of such grimness--your ogre cup is empty
see im running into the roadblock i always run into which is that differentiating persecutory delusions from paranoid thinking from extremely complex OCD from CPTSD is nearly impossible. My unshakeable belief in 2025 that the people around me hated me and that i was constnatly breaking unspoken rules and going to be shunned from my friend group and that people were talking about me behind my back could be classified as Any of those. HOW DO I KNOW WHICH ONE IT WAS. DOES IT EVEN MATTER. who cares
We should hang out soon before one of us evolves or disappears
saw someone including "Mandate of Heaven" as one of those christian terms tumblr likes to use to sound profound. which i get where you're coming from but t☝️hat one is chinese
holdon
what the fuck is going on in this site's backend
can anyone please help me with all this, dear god. everythings piling up again & i really gotta pay it all on time.
most urgent: June 8th debt repymt ($69.34), June 12th debt repymt ($218.11) & June 12th cshapp borrow loan that was for rent ($462.88 left)
the faster i pay debt off completely the more breathing room ill get ₍^> <^₎ bc i wont have to tell my captors right away. then id get to have time to rest, continue job hunting & plan my hopefully eventual escape Σ(°ω°ﾉ)ﾉ. taking cat of my senior cat still, its pride month & my birthday soon too—so everything is appreciated quadruplely so. luv u ty 4 reading 🫂 xoxo!
