Thoughts your Healer character won't admit!!
˙⋆✮ What if I can't save everyone, and choosing who lives destroys me?
˙⋆✮ Do I help people because I care, or because being needed is the only thing keeping me together?
˙⋆✮ Why is everyone else's pain more valid than mine?
˙⋆✮ What happens when I'm the one who's broken and there's no one to fix me?
˙⋆✮ Am I compassionate or just terrified of conflict, so I smooth everything over until I disappear?
˙⋆✮ How much of myself can I give away before there's nothing left?
˙⋆✮ What if they only love the parts of me that serve them?
˙⋆✮ Do I heal or do I just enable people to keep hurting themselves?
˙⋆✮ Why can't I apply the advice I give everyone else to my own life?
˙⋆✮ Am I making a difference, or just delaying the inevitable while calling it hope?
˙⋆✮ How do I tell someone I can't help them when helping is my entire identity?
˙⋆✮ Am I being selfless or have I just learned that my needs don't matter?
˙⋆✮ What if taking care of myself feels selfish because I was taught it is?
˙⋆✮ Do people see me or just what I can do for them?
˙⋆✮ Why does setting boundaries feel like betrayal?
˙⋆✮ What happens when I get sick? Who takes care of the caretaker?
˙⋆✮ Am I healing the world or just avoiding healing myself?
˙⋆✮ What if I'm so busy saving everyone else that I've abandoned myself?
˙⋆✮ How many people have to need me before I'm allowed to need someone?
˙⋆✮ Am I strong or just really good at compartmentalizing my own suffering?
˙⋆✮ What if my worth isn't tied to my usefulness, but I've built my entire existence around being useful?
˙⋆✮ Do I rest, or do I just collapse when my body finally overrules my guilt?
˙⋆✮ What if I taught people they can hurt me because I'll forgive them anyway?
˙⋆✮ How long can I hold space for everyone else's emotions before mine consume me?
*cries* saving this for later use





