Never in my life have I felt nameable, I have never felt like something that should be named. Every time I introduce myself it feels fake, no matter how much I like the name. I feel strange, introducing myself, I don't feel describable or nameable at all and I just feel even more alien whenever I introduce myself and my name. Nothing fits, nothing feels like me. I have never felt human, I've never felt truly real or truly anything. I'm better off just, not introducing myself, not naming myself, not being percieved is my true form but you can't really do that anymore because everything requires a name, an age, et cetera. But, I do wish it was possible to just.... Do everything nameless. Every time I write a name down I feel alien. I don't feel like myself, a myself that doesn't exist because I don't feel anything at all. I hate writing any name down, I hate having a name and gender attached to me, I hate having identifying characteristics I wish I could just be and exist without any labels without anything at all, just exist. But I don't even want to exist at all
REASON TO NOT END IT:
"because Alt boys exist."
-anonymous
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